Burnout Isn’t Your Fault… The Hidden Wound Behind Overgiving
There’s a quiet exhaustion that lives in women who carry the weight of everything.
She gets things done. She shows up. She holds space for everyone else. From the outside, she might seem calm, capable, even confident.
But beneath that surface? A nervous system stuck in overdrive. A body that never fully exhales. A heart that hasn’t been poured into in years.
We’re taught to call this burnout.
But for many women, what they’re feeling isn’t just physical or mental fatigue. It’s the result of something deeper, older, and more invisible.
It’s not about being overbooked. It’s about being over-responsible.
The Hidden Wound That Keeps You Giving
There’s a pattern many of us were conditioned into: giving more than we have, long after it hurts, in exchange for safety, love, belonging, or worth.
This is what I call the Reciprocity Wound.
It starts early. Maybe you were praised for being “so helpful” or “mature for your age.” Maybe your emotional labor held your family together. Or maybe you were simply never shown how to receive.
Either way, your nervous system made a silent agreement:
“If I keep giving, I’ll stay safe. If I stop, everything will fall apart.”
You learn to anticipate others’ needs before your own. You minimize your pain, shrink your desires, and silence your exhaustion. You become the one who remembers the birthdays, checks in on friends, volunteers for the extra shift, holds space for everyone’s breakdowns — while no one notices your own unraveling.
And when someone finally asks how you’re doing, you say, “I’m fine,” while your body whispers: I’m not.
This wound doesn’t scream. It simmers. It shape-shifts into high-functioning burnout, chronic fatigue, autoimmune flares, anxiety, and disconnection from joy.
And because it’s praised as devotion, loyalty, and strength - it goes unchecked.
Why Burnout Isn’t a Time Problem… It’s a Pattern of Over-Responsibility
Let’s be clear: burnout isn’t just about having too much to do.
You can take a vacation and still feel numb. You can block your calendar and still feel haunted by guilt. You can get 8 hours of sleep and still wake up like you’ve run a marathon in your dreams.
That’s because true burnout is about what you’ve been holding, not just how long you’ve been holding it.
It's about internalized pressure, invisible labor, and a nervous system that never gets to come down.
Women with the Reciprocity Wound often have this unspoken rule: “If I don’t do it, no one will.”
Sound familiar?
You over-prepare for everything - even casual hangouts
You feel resentful but say yes anyway
You can’t remember the last time you rested without guilt
Your body flinches at the thought of asking for help
This isn’t about being bad at boundaries. This is about not knowing you were allowed to have them.
And this kind of burnout doesn’t just need rest. It needs remembrance.
The Day My Nervous System Snapped
Years ago, I hit what I now call a “silent breakdown.”
I hadn’t fallen apart in a dramatic way - there were no tears on the bathroom floor or calls for help in the middle of the night. Instead, I just… went numb.
I was sitting in my office, trying to answer emails, when I realized I couldn’t remember what day it was. My hands were shaking. My body felt both wired and weak. I couldn’t feel joy. Or sadness. Or anything at all.
And I remember thinking: “How is this possible? I haven’t even done that much this week.”
But the truth is, I had been doing for decades. Performing. Holding. Overcompensating. I had been so good at holding everyone else that I didn’t notice how disconnected I had become from myself.
That was the moment I realized: I wasn’t broken. I was depleted. I was dysregulated. I was carrying an ancient pattern that had outlived its usefulness.
What Is the Reciprocity Wound, Really?
The Reciprocity Wound is the energetic imprint of one-way giving. It’s what happens when your nervous system learns that love, safety, or acceptance only come when you perform, please, or provide.
It’s the reason why:
Rest feels unsafe
Receiving feels selfish
Saying no feels like abandonment
Your body says STOP but your mind pushes through
And here’s the thing: this isn’t just emotional. It’s biological.
Your nervous system encodes overgiving as survival. Every time you override your body’s signals to meet someone else’s needs, your system hardens. It braces. It freezes. It dissociates.
Until eventually, you forget what it feels like to be in your body at all.
Why Your Nervous System Is the Key to Healing
You can’t think your way out of burnout. You can’t mindset your way into softness.
Because this isn’t about logic. It’s about repatterning the body.
The only way to unwind the Reciprocity Wound is to create moments - even brief ones - where your nervous system experiences safe, embodied receiving.
That’s what shifts everything.
Not a productivity hack. Not a better planner. Not one more course teaching you how to “reclaim your time.”
But sacred moments of permission:
To pause.
To feel.
To let go.
To be held.
That’s where Sacred Dance comes in.
Sacred Dance >A Self-Guided Return to Your Rhythm
I created Sacred Dance for the women who are tired of holding it all.
Not because they’re weak. Not because they’re broken. But because they deserve to be held, too.
Sacred Dance is a 3-part experience delivered gently over a week.
Each part is an invitation:
To release old patterns of overgiving
To reconnect to the body and its natural rhythm
To receive — nourishment, stillness, and self-devotion
There are no Zoom calls. No pressure to perform. Just you, your breath, and a quiet reclamation of self.
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This is for you if:
You’re burned out but still functioning
You crave rest but can’t access it
You long for something softer, sacred, and real
Let this be your permission to exhale. Let this be the first time you don’t have to earn your restoration.
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You were never meant to give until you disappeared. You were never meant to hold it all alone.
Let this be your return. Let this be the beginning of a rhythm that nourishes you, too.
